I hate goodbyes, even when I know they are temporary. On Tuesday, my husband, my two oldest daughters and I drove to Cedar City, to take my second oldest daughter down for college. I read from Janine Bolon’s book on the way down (and on the way back), and would stop to discuss concepts in terms of our family financial situation. We took Jen grocery shopping and to get the odds and ends that she would need but did not yet have. Yesterday we took her over to George Wythe College for the Parent Orientation and Convocation. I took copious notes and learned much.
Jen asked for my pillow, yes the one I bought after losing my pillow on the Vail trip. I was going to take it over to the house and leave it on her bed with a ((hug)) note, but we ended up taking her to the house and I did not have the opportunity. When I got home last night there was a four page letter on my pillow. I sobbed through it. It was from Jen. Four pages of gratitude and memories. I handed to my husband and he cried too, when reading the note. Mary came in and asked how she was going to live without her big sister. Mary had been her shadow for her whole life. She prayed with Jen. She read her scriptures when Jen read hers. Jen was her daily shining example. So, I went to her room an heard her prayers. I rested near her until she was sound asleep. Yeah, this was hard. We were so used to her cheerful piano compositions. They grow so fast! We will see Jen from time to time, she is close enough to come home on weekends.
Life changes, children grow up, and before you know it they are adults. She is so excited about her new adventure, her opportunity to be at George Wythe College with such a large freshman class. This will be a growing experience for Mary, as well. She will grow much while her sister is gone.